UGH PLEASE LIFE just kill me
(this is from like a week ago ) lolokie tonight suck ass im so emotional lately and i donno y i was talking to colin and i forget what he said but i just started ballin eek yea .. but he's upset cause i don't trust him and i can't lie to him so yea i told him i don't trust him a 100% .. ssee i do kinda trust him with almost everything.. just not girls..so nevous cause he has broken my fucking heart so many times before like feels like some one keeped droping it on the floor and the last time he broke up with me and cheat on me and left me for another girl .. welll you one jumped on that heart that he has droped on the floor .. and well now its like it got sewed together and it slowly getting just the scars are still there.. probly won't make sence to anyone but me but hey my journal right .. Now i loVe the kiD that it makes me actually sick (vomit) when i think of him leaveing me i love him and i feel like hes bringing me down slowly making me weak.. And ppl that Know me .. lol i don't cryy pretty hard to get me cry .. im soft hearted .. but not a cryer....
well not in front of ppl like ever ahahh i think i cryed more resently then i ever had in my life bad tears .. i oh boy .. just i donno what to do if he leaves me this time .. im afraid what thoughs would go through my head if he left :| hmm i love him and i wish i didnt >.< but id be here for days i could keep going onn ..but i don' think soo
hmm nitee
Elisha LOves Colin
well not in front of ppl like ever ahahh i think i cryed more resently then i ever had in my life bad tears .. i oh boy .. just i donno what to do if he leaves me this time .. im afraid what thoughs would go through my head if he left :| hmm i love him and i wish i didnt >.< but id be here for days i could keep going onn ..but i don' think soo
hmm nitee
Elisha LOves Colin