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Where am I gonna go?
I can't stay here anymore I can't keep doing what I'm doing I need to run from it all
I need to get the fuck out
NOW.
I don't want to know anyone or anything I just want altered perception and solace
I want to be forgotten instantaneously
no one needs to remember me
You don't care you never did we are not close nothing matters
nothing matters I need to run away.
And when I tell the truth...
oh why did I tell the truth I could've lied I should have
but I didn't
And now I'm going to pretend it didn't happen I never said that
I never did that
I'll go about like I don't know anyone I'll shut off my brain I'll stay away I'll disappear
Further inside myself
deeper
deeper
falling down
And yeah, maybe I'll grow out of it
I just don't think I need to
Pity for the addicts
and pity for myself. Pity for everyone else as well- what are we doing here?
No one knows but I want to
I wish I did
We'll keep spinning and moving taking directions without realization of the destination
keep spinning there isn't really anything to hold on to
I can't stay here anymore I can't keep doing what I'm doing I need to run from it all
I need to get the fuck out
NOW.
I don't want to know anyone or anything I just want altered perception and solace
I want to be forgotten instantaneously
no one needs to remember me
You don't care you never did we are not close nothing matters
nothing matters I need to run away.
And when I tell the truth...
oh why did I tell the truth I could've lied I should have
but I didn't
And now I'm going to pretend it didn't happen I never said that
I never did that
I'll go about like I don't know anyone I'll shut off my brain I'll stay away I'll disappear
Further inside myself
deeper
deeper
falling down
And yeah, maybe I'll grow out of it
I just don't think I need to
Pity for the addicts
and pity for myself. Pity for everyone else as well- what are we doing here?
No one knows but I want to
I wish I did
We'll keep spinning and moving taking directions without realization of the destination
keep spinning there isn't really anything to hold on to