I'm Not Crazy.... I'm Just a Little Unwell
Oh god it has been so long since i actually gave a little attention to writing in this silly journal not that anyone is actually intersted in my life or anything but.. for the one or two of you that may actually read this before skimming onward no i didnt fall of the earth or die in a fiery wreck... well not yet at least.. School is going well very well actually and clinical is awesome i actually got to start some IV's the other day welll last week.. work is work as usual.. I have been just so busy with everything.. On top of it all my sons daycare teachers all got the flu at the same time so that was a challenge trying to find backup daycare for him.. Many days lately i have jsut wanted to stop what i was doing and scream
>AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH<
Other than my life being one big blurr nothing special has happened lately or if it did i missed it... actually that isnt true, in all of my stress over things i did manage to elevate my blood pressure up to a very high and not healthy level and managed to scare myself to death with some not so nice chest pains that made me take a visit to the ER for business not pleasure but there wasnt anything definitive wrong with me and they told me just to relax and keep an eye on it.... it hasnt been too bad lately and my headaches are going away so that is a good sign right? One major source of stress was the fact that i had managed to be schedualed for a 24 hour shift on christmas day and that sucked.. up until yesterdsay i thought i couldnt get out of it but a nice younge man at work offered to work for me during the day so i could be at home with ryan i am soooo happy i cant even tell you. i want to do something nice for the guy who is working for me that is my mission tommorrow, to find something to give him for taking the time offmy hands not sure what to get yet though. well it is way past my bed time so...
Happy Christmas