The First Time, Chapter 3

[elisa_trapt]

Title: The First Time
Rating: Mild R
A/N: "How we remember, what we remember, and why we remember form the most personal map of our individuality." - Christina Baldwin

Comments

[swiftlyreloaded]

Pepa's pretty F*&ked up, the poor dear. just incredible writing love how your taking her through this. thank you
Elisa for daring to explore what I had for SO long denied.

[elisa_trapt]

She is most definitely messed up.

Thank YOU, for coming along on this journey with me, even though it's hard. It means a lot.

[bsofthewest]

I agree, you are doing us a great service. Closure. Not that I want to be done with thee two, no, certainly not that, but we need to know what happened to her and with-in her mind. You write beautifully. Please know you are appreciated.

[elisa_trapt]

That may be one of the nicest things anyone's ever said (written?) to me - I read that and went, "Awwwww...." Thank you.

I don't want to be done w/ these two either, and in a perfect world we wouldn't have to be, but as they say, all good things.....

I absolutely want closure for her. I want for her to get to a place where she can get past this wrenching pain, and finally move forward with her life.

[swiftlyreloaded]

i just thought that after reading your comment Pepa moving on
WOW w/o Silvia WOW it's hard to think about it like that.
But in life when the road turns whatcha gonna do is what matters.

[supercontenta]

elisa, where did everyone go? Where are all your drooling fans offering up snacks and gifts and whatnot? Well, I haven't forgotten you. In fact...

*brings out chocolate cake*

Do you like chocolate?

[elisa_trapt]

Do I like chocolate??

That's sort of like asking...Does Silvia like girls??

*snatches chocolate cake, runs away.*

[supercontenta]

Well, in truth, asking the question"does Silvia like girls" doesn't necessarily produce a definitive answer. Does she like PEPA, yes. Does she like GIRLS, it's unclear.

So please, in the future, be CLEAR when you are asked important questions such as "do you like chocolate?" Otherwise I'll be afraid that snatched cake is going to be thrown back in my face.

:^P!

[elisa_trapt]

Hair-splitter.

And that cake is already loooooong gone. Yum.