Thank you again
Thank you again to all people who left a comment to help me going through a bad moment. I, as always, appreciated all of them.
At the same time when I was going through it, the person who did it send me an email, in reply to the one I sent him to ask a reason of what was happening. I can understand his reason, I really can, but I can't understand, or accept, that he didn't feel the need to warning me before. As someone of you said in a comment, I think it's not a sign to have not sensibility or courage, but more a sign that he, himself, was going through a bad moment. But I also think that, even when I'm at my worst moment, I have always to think what my actions do to other people.
At least I know that, as he said and you said, it's not me, or something I did, but for sure I also know that a relationship that I thought was special and tight, has now a loose thread that will always weaken it.
At the same time when I was going through it, the person who did it send me an email, in reply to the one I sent him to ask a reason of what was happening. I can understand his reason, I really can, but I can't understand, or accept, that he didn't feel the need to warning me before. As someone of you said in a comment, I think it's not a sign to have not sensibility or courage, but more a sign that he, himself, was going through a bad moment. But I also think that, even when I'm at my worst moment, I have always to think what my actions do to other people.
At least I know that, as he said and you said, it's not me, or something I did, but for sure I also know that a relationship that I thought was special and tight, has now a loose thread that will always weaken it.