These words lead to dead ends...

Dec 10, 2012 22:49

I have a song from Zumba stuck in my head and I would like it to please go away!
It kind of makes me want to get up and dance.
No, it is bedtime. I just wanted to update because something totally random and unexpected happened today.
An old friend messaged me. Never thought I would actually hear from this person again, so to get a message from them totally blew my mind. He meant a lot to me when I was young and I always wondered how his life turned out. Wish the best of blessings to him even though our friendship was not always ideal. When I was 16, I thought he was the world, but when I found out there were a lot of lies, it really shattered me. However, as the years have gone by, I have realized there are no ill feelings from me to him. Everyone has reasons for doing things and who am I to judge them? God knows I have made plenty of mistakes in my life. I am not perfect and life is really about meeting people, connecting to them on a personal level, and enjoying every second you have. We are social creatures and we all need that human connection. He was there for me when I needed it the most and for that, I am grateful.
Honestly, a lot of people have always been there for me through the years. I just never saw it until afterward. One person I will forever be grateful to is my best friend, Erik. After the other night with Mike, I was broken. Physically and emotionally beat. Erik probably doesn't know it, but just letting me and my son hang out and watch video after video of helicopters probably saved my life. In the minutes after realizing I had blood pouring down my face and I couldn't go home, the first person I thought of and called was Erik. Even though he will never read this--Thank you, Erik for being there when I really needed you.
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