I feel like crawling under a rock.
I thought i’d already come to the conclussion that things are not going to get better between us, and that our friendship will never be what it used to be (i don’t even know if there’s something worth rescuing there).
It still doesn’t make it any less hurtful. To know once I (and i’m scared I still do) would be willing to give up everything I was doing for you, if you needed me; and then there was you, who apparently never really cared.