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typical...my computer has a virus and a weird ass program is fucking around with its system.
so bloody typical. i go away with my computer as my only link to my old life (not that i ever get any emails) and it decides to be a head fuck.
bitch.
i gave in and tried to call a few people last night/this morning. Nick didnt answer, telstra told me bernie's phone wasnt responding, and i could hear luke and siobhan but i couldnt talk to them. I was calling from a public phone though. I messaged siobhan to let her know id tried to call them and she rang me straight back...i didnt answer. I just kind of freaked out. I dont know how to tell them whats going on without making myself sound like a psycho or an attention seeking whore.
I'm just trying to sort my chi out aswell as get my head in check. No amount of talking will fix me ive discovered...i have to do this on my own. I'm looking for the old mel cos this new mel is really annoying...and i think she's giving me a rash.
that is what i want to tell them but it will only sound melodramatic and senseless therefore spurring more questions i'm not ready to answer just yet.
I feel so bad for making them worry.
can someone PLEASE email me...i'm hell lonely.
lai-ez
so bloody typical. i go away with my computer as my only link to my old life (not that i ever get any emails) and it decides to be a head fuck.
bitch.
i gave in and tried to call a few people last night/this morning. Nick didnt answer, telstra told me bernie's phone wasnt responding, and i could hear luke and siobhan but i couldnt talk to them. I was calling from a public phone though. I messaged siobhan to let her know id tried to call them and she rang me straight back...i didnt answer. I just kind of freaked out. I dont know how to tell them whats going on without making myself sound like a psycho or an attention seeking whore.
I'm just trying to sort my chi out aswell as get my head in check. No amount of talking will fix me ive discovered...i have to do this on my own. I'm looking for the old mel cos this new mel is really annoying...and i think she's giving me a rash.
that is what i want to tell them but it will only sound melodramatic and senseless therefore spurring more questions i'm not ready to answer just yet.
I feel so bad for making them worry.
can someone PLEASE email me...i'm hell lonely.
lai-ez