time drags on...
today i have an emergency appointment with my psychiatrist. i'm going to ask about ECT - i'm totally getting desperate for some relief. i'm not sure what she could possibly do that could help.
my symptoms are much the same... can't concentrate, things seem hopeless, little to no energy, crying at times and feeling just numb at others, nausea, weird pains, sleeping difficulty, huge lack of motivation for anything, few things provide enjoyement that i used to like... the list goes on... things have no meaning.
i'm not sure if anyone really reads this anymore - well, except for a couple people. i met tybalt_is_dead via im the other day and we had a nice conversation. tybalt is really a kick ass kind of guy and i am very optimistic about his future. and of course becca who is just so wonderful (but who has been slacking on her journals both here and blurty). however, becca is so wonderful that its all good anyway.
i'm signing off now - hopefully tonights meeting with my dr. will be a productive one.
my symptoms are much the same... can't concentrate, things seem hopeless, little to no energy, crying at times and feeling just numb at others, nausea, weird pains, sleeping difficulty, huge lack of motivation for anything, few things provide enjoyement that i used to like... the list goes on... things have no meaning.
i'm not sure if anyone really reads this anymore - well, except for a couple people. i met tybalt_is_dead via im the other day and we had a nice conversation. tybalt is really a kick ass kind of guy and i am very optimistic about his future. and of course becca who is just so wonderful (but who has been slacking on her journals both here and blurty). however, becca is so wonderful that its all good anyway.
i'm signing off now - hopefully tonights meeting with my dr. will be a productive one.