Feb 25, 2006 15:38
i'm ok kinda freaking lately. im very antsy about my job - the driving to 5 different schools and crazy schedule and the fact that my goal for obtaining an mfa had nothing to do with the ambition to teach others. so i'm severely thinking about throwing everything out and going for a masters of SCIENCE in traditional chinese medicine..... damn the scientific influences. i think i need something else.... todd says that he doesnt understand where this came from - its a 5 or 6 yr commitment and major loans yet again, but does it sound that far fetched? elina the healer? ok i guess when i put it that way i have to laugh.
so i got my copy of angst by hc, back from joe. it was wierd flipping through it... quite colorfully decorated with notes and highlights - memories.
the house thing is going well - i seem to hold court every weekend. you want a bloody mary?
what should i do?