Jul 10, 2004 12:55
dammit i just let ray liotta out but theres still puppy pee behind the chair!
chai and pancakes for breakfast - i've gotten used to coffee but we are out of milk and i'm quite particular.
so i purchased the "swingers" dvd for $10. i'm having some strange flashbacks - too bad ego interferes with the good times.
do you hate me jesus???
reflecting on scribbled things i noticed love rarely reached the page at the time things were written - that is to say - when i wrote of such things i was seperated - in pieces - glueing - trying to iron out
fever = passion/lust
but in the sex ed pie of relationships "happiness is something from which fever is absent" (quoted by anais nin of proust)
i must be passionate missing fever i am half-dead - not unhappy but unmindful
a keen sense of sight comes out of fever and i'm without it
***fever is brought about with starvation***