Sep 03, 2010 01:39
Ugh, up too late. Was supposed to be asleep hours ago but I was finishing Mockingjay ("No, I only have a little bit left to go! Okay, so it's almost half the book...but I can finish that quickly! No, really!") and now I'm all weepy and clinging to an absence of PMSy moodiness by the skin of my teeth. UGH.
Factors:
1. Apparently I have self-selected out of lots of fun activities in the coming weekend/week. These include but are not limited: wild parties; free baseball games; and henching at a convention (shut up, I've never done it before, it might be fun).
2. The reason for the above is that I'm going on vacation to San Diego for a week, starting tomorrow. So on the one hand I'm all, Yay, vacation! while on the other hand I'm all, Boo, I'll miss all that fun stuff! :-/
3. When I originally booked the flights for this vacation it was as a married woman going out to California to see her gay husbands, but separate vacations are cool and fun, right? But now I'm a divorcing woman going out to California to see her gay husbands, and will inevitably have to rehash everything that led up to the separation and everything that's happened since. Good...times? Maybe my boys will just let me lay on the beach and drink beer.
4. Have you read The Hunger Games? Do you know how brutalizing it is? Well, recall that Mockingjay is the final book in the trilogy, and amp up the brutalization accordingly. Yeah. I wept.
Okay, enough self pity, time for sleep.