i always update with shit. why is taht?
yeah so no more of teh mystery girl, her name was lila. nice name, really like her, just not meant to be.
fuck. i really wanted that to work.
i don't really understand why i have been in limbo for so long, usually its jump back up and try try again, but recently its like i can't make good decisions, like i am stuck by starting.
stuck by starting, yea that works, only its not even that, its like in my brain i think its a good idea and then reality catches up.
i don't actually know how i survived to live today, so much work taht is probably gonna fail me.
2 midterms on monday
and a presentation in spanish.
i am really not looking forward to the weekend: rehearsal and going to see S-E-X-OH! a spanish play, these are going to kick my ass, but i do get to see sang, i have not talked to the dude in so long, and broomball tonight. (have you ever played broomball? its excellent: imagine falling on your ass and loving it)
that's all. did you enjoy a peek into my confused life?
no worries
peace
fuck. i really wanted that to work.
i don't really understand why i have been in limbo for so long, usually its jump back up and try try again, but recently its like i can't make good decisions, like i am stuck by starting.
stuck by starting, yea that works, only its not even that, its like in my brain i think its a good idea and then reality catches up.
i don't actually know how i survived to live today, so much work taht is probably gonna fail me.
2 midterms on monday
and a presentation in spanish.
i am really not looking forward to the weekend: rehearsal and going to see S-E-X-OH! a spanish play, these are going to kick my ass, but i do get to see sang, i have not talked to the dude in so long, and broomball tonight. (have you ever played broomball? its excellent: imagine falling on your ass and loving it)
that's all. did you enjoy a peek into my confused life?
no worries
peace