Jan 05, 2006 23:24
have you ever walked into a conversation, thinking you will know what the outcome will be, but it ends up the exact opposite of what you thought was going to happen?
have you ever had that conversation and realize that in the end it doesn't really matter?
have you ever been in a relationship taht didn't exist and then talk about it existing and it just falls apart tehre? and it doesn't really matter, because you are still good friends with teh possibility of something else? (but again completely random.)
anybody?
i am so confused.
have you ever gotten a callback for the play that your ex was in, in hs; and realize that somehow everything is connected? or rather have you ever realized that it doesn't matter either and if you get a part great and if you don't well it means taht your grades improve?
have you ever been on lj for two hours figuring out the goddamn page structure only to realize at 11:30 that you haven't yet done your homework?
and have you ever gone to school and realize taht even though you hate school and everythiung about it, you still want to be right teher, you still want to be in teh miuddle of the craziness and you wouldn't change it for the worlkd. or taht even mor efrightening you realize taht is what you want to do for the rest of your life?
ogodtoomuchthingkingformyoverstressed,tiredbrain. ineedtogotosleep,butspanishcallsfirst.
gnite sleep well and think
peace