sureality
I've been living the past few days like they were a dream. The biggest influence on this is that I haven't had regular sleep. I'm awake late at night and I can't guess the time correctly. Then I'm surprised at what time it really is. Its just the weekend. I stayed up all night twice in a row and waking up late in the afternoon really fucks me up. It has been nice though since I have been in a more solitairy mood. Lately I just haven't had the energy to interact with other people unless its on my terms. Its selfish, but thats just how I feel right now and I don't feel guilty about it. Besides its not like I live with anyone, I get to choose when I'm around anyone except for when I go to school.
On a seperate note: I am a member of a forum and during the holiday break I didn't get on for about a month. Checking back through I found they were actually wondering where I was. I was, in a way, touched that they actually thought about me. We don't even know each other, but the thought that a total stranger warrants their attention is...surprising. And nice. It feels good to know others are thinking of you.
P.S.-I mean this also in the concern others have shown towards me. I appreciate it.
On a seperate note: I am a member of a forum and during the holiday break I didn't get on for about a month. Checking back through I found they were actually wondering where I was. I was, in a way, touched that they actually thought about me. We don't even know each other, but the thought that a total stranger warrants their attention is...surprising. And nice. It feels good to know others are thinking of you.
P.S.-I mean this also in the concern others have shown towards me. I appreciate it.