Summer.
Hello, Lj world.
So.. my summer has been quite hectic and.. I'm sure it'll continue being that way. Along with summerschool I have Millcreek for SAT Writing prep, then I have VanTeus Academy online vocabulary+grammar program and their Critical reading/writing class to do.. Then I have a huge solo piano recital in October, along with my PSATs and SATIIBio in the same month. Oh, and my SATII Korean in November... Then there's Ecuador on the first week of August and I'm currently taking training for that trip.. So.. my schedule's pretty much packed, and I have no time to play. I keep regretting all those stupid nights I spent doing whatever and always just finding an excuse not to study. I never thought I'd come to say this, but I should've listened to my parents. No matter what you say, you can't avoid the fact your parents know the best for you.. under any circumstances whatsoever. It's just really... common sense.(That just happened to hit me this summer.) I just really have a lot of feelings of regret and stuff, but what's past is past. All I have now is God and my strong will to really help me survive. I've realized that concentration is huge factor in studying, and rather am relieved that my Dad took my "sources of fun" away from me. I just go on the computer occasionally to check stuff, but nothing more. Come to think of it, my whole lifestyle has completely changed. I don't know how I did it, but.. I just did.
.. Well, so much for hanging out with friends in the summer. :\
But.. since I'm studying, might as well be a hardcore studier, no? It's the least I can do for myself. ...Anyway. I want to go to the beach.
So.. my summer has been quite hectic and.. I'm sure it'll continue being that way. Along with summerschool I have Millcreek for SAT Writing prep, then I have VanTeus Academy online vocabulary+grammar program and their Critical reading/writing class to do.. Then I have a huge solo piano recital in October, along with my PSATs and SATIIBio in the same month. Oh, and my SATII Korean in November... Then there's Ecuador on the first week of August and I'm currently taking training for that trip.. So.. my schedule's pretty much packed, and I have no time to play. I keep regretting all those stupid nights I spent doing whatever and always just finding an excuse not to study. I never thought I'd come to say this, but I should've listened to my parents. No matter what you say, you can't avoid the fact your parents know the best for you.. under any circumstances whatsoever. It's just really... common sense.(That just happened to hit me this summer.) I just really have a lot of feelings of regret and stuff, but what's past is past. All I have now is God and my strong will to really help me survive. I've realized that concentration is huge factor in studying, and rather am relieved that my Dad took my "sources of fun" away from me. I just go on the computer occasionally to check stuff, but nothing more. Come to think of it, my whole lifestyle has completely changed. I don't know how I did it, but.. I just did.
.. Well, so much for hanging out with friends in the summer. :\
But.. since I'm studying, might as well be a hardcore studier, no? It's the least I can do for myself. ...Anyway. I want to go to the beach.