"Was I sleeping? Had I slept?"

Sep 28, 2004 20:21

Sometimes I wake up and I don't know where I am. Not just physically but time wise too. It only lasts a second or two and it's gone. but it's scary as shit. I'll wake up in the morning and think I'm just getting into bed for the night - wonder why the sun is out already and catch on. I'll wake up at 2 in the morning and think I'm late. I'll wake up at 7 p.m., fully clothed, after a nap. that's the worst. The most disorienting. Sometimes it feels like I've been sleeping for days.

Sometimes I'll wake up and think it's still last year.

That happens during the day too. I have to orient myself and remember that this is the beginning of senior year. Not the end of junior year. And it isn't still summer.

Should I be worried?
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