Feb 01, 2004 21:28
It's crazy, how you think ur over something or over someone but u really aren't...:-/ Kinda leaves you confused inside... I mean there's so many things that I don't understand and probably never will and I'm wondering if to let go completely (I know I should) or try to hold on...(what I want to do, though I shouldn't) and I wonder if I let go will it make me feel better or like crap?!?! But yeah, I guess being free from everything that holds me here would be awesome...and I will be able to, its just that sometimes all those good times come back to haunt u and your emotions... well I guess "I said my goodbyes and this is my sundown, I want to be so much more than this"