*BABY BLUE*
Wow, another amazing week! I'm not at all bothered at the fact that I've been so busy! God has done amazing things for me and continues to do so. I just get excited thinking what is next on His schedule.
You know it has been almost two years since my friend took his own life back in October of 2002. I was listening to a song today by seventh day slumber and it really brought back memories of him....and i miss him :( even though we weren't too good of friends the last few years of his life I still miss him terribly. It's sad, sometimes i wonder if anything could have saved him or prevented such a thing. But I also came to realize that life is too short to be constantly thinking about yourself. Its so weird cause we all go around thinking of what we want, of our selfish desires, when there are people right next to you who are having it worse than you are! ooo, made me realize how much I don't want to be that way.
Another eye opener this week has been seeing how competative and arrogant some people are. How can you be so self-assured like that? I mean the only thing that is keeping you alive is God and He is the only one that you should have faith in. I mean the bible even says, "what good is it that man should gain the world but lose his soul." hmm, what's ur aim, what's ur top goal.....? to go to an IV leauge college or to become the most famouse surgeon in the world? hmmmm, Not mine. My goal is to go where ever God leads me, to do His will, and to go to Heaven. I want to gain so much more than this world has to offer. Don't kid urself...Heaven and God are so much more than you could ever find here on earth...
You know when things work out I'm going to take one year off from work, school, and everything...and I'm going to travel and take pictures for that whole year. You only get to live once right?
oh and I have the neatest ideas for a picture day...I just haven't gotten mine yet...but I will, hopefully sometime soon....
alright well this is enough procrastinating for a day, if you read all of this i'm impressed...my words are nothing too interesting, but then again i never tell of the really silly things that happen to me unless I trust you, then you get to hear about it in person (eli blushes)
You know it has been almost two years since my friend took his own life back in October of 2002. I was listening to a song today by seventh day slumber and it really brought back memories of him....and i miss him :( even though we weren't too good of friends the last few years of his life I still miss him terribly. It's sad, sometimes i wonder if anything could have saved him or prevented such a thing. But I also came to realize that life is too short to be constantly thinking about yourself. Its so weird cause we all go around thinking of what we want, of our selfish desires, when there are people right next to you who are having it worse than you are! ooo, made me realize how much I don't want to be that way.
Another eye opener this week has been seeing how competative and arrogant some people are. How can you be so self-assured like that? I mean the only thing that is keeping you alive is God and He is the only one that you should have faith in. I mean the bible even says, "what good is it that man should gain the world but lose his soul." hmm, what's ur aim, what's ur top goal.....? to go to an IV leauge college or to become the most famouse surgeon in the world? hmmmm, Not mine. My goal is to go where ever God leads me, to do His will, and to go to Heaven. I want to gain so much more than this world has to offer. Don't kid urself...Heaven and God are so much more than you could ever find here on earth...
You know when things work out I'm going to take one year off from work, school, and everything...and I'm going to travel and take pictures for that whole year. You only get to live once right?
oh and I have the neatest ideas for a picture day...I just haven't gotten mine yet...but I will, hopefully sometime soon....
alright well this is enough procrastinating for a day, if you read all of this i'm impressed...my words are nothing too interesting, but then again i never tell of the really silly things that happen to me unless I trust you, then you get to hear about it in person (eli blushes)