One more thing...

Feb 02, 2005 13:17

My memory fades of fond and not so fond times with people. I'd like, if you would, to have my friends (4 in paricular) think about situations below, and describe one between us like that...either email, or comment, your choice ( Read more... )

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secondbestagain February 2 2005, 19:13:41 UTC
1. Sophomore year. After all of the "lie" stuff happened. I think that at some point, we were both ready to kill each other. You were trying so hard to get me to hate you, and I was trying so hard to not hate you. This one was a tough one.. because I don't really believe there has been a time when we BOTH wanted to kill each other. Usually you either want to kill me, or I you.
2. Shrek 2? I'm not sure. There were many times when I was terribly happy with you.. I just... never knew if you were terribly happy or not. Our first kiss. All of the long talks over the internet and the phone... Wait... One time.. hmm.. over Christmas Break, when Becca and I visited your house.. and we could just talk and joke and be fun.
3. When I found out online that you were referring to our relationship as "an obstacle", and you were referring to Jess as your mistress, telling her that our relationship was an open one, more in name than spirit.
4. Good: Me deciding to write in a notebook instead of paper, and more importantly, you writing back.
5. Bad: Jay.. need I say more?
6. There was a night, on a academic bus and you really opened up to me. You made me realize that I could feel things on a level that I have never felt.
7. Heaven - Bryan Adams... Described sooo many aspects of the relationship. And... I think one lyric... also is why our relationship fell apart, one word. "Baby you're all that I want, when you're lying (sp?) in my arms.".. Think about that one.
8. a. All Or Nothing - many versions of this song are made.. but there was one you put on a cd for me. I used to sit in my room and listen to it, and wonder if I'd ever have the courage to really talk to you about how I feel.
b. The Heart Of The Matter - ? Don Henley? You used to play this for me.. a lot.. and one time in high school, we sort of made amends. I think it was before you graduated, we talked on the phone one night and you played it.. The part about "how it's about forgiveness, even if you don't love me".. hit hard. I think that was the song, right? I mean.. it could have been called something else.. but.. distinctly I remember that phrase.

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elias5891 February 2 2005, 21:32:41 UTC
1. In July '04, when I again was trying to get you to hate me, and vice versa. As you said though, hard to figure out if you hated me then, as much as I hated you. Why did I hate you? Because I couldn't be with you...and I needed to blame that on something.

2. The night we first kissed...the physical joy, the joy of knowing that we had finally hit an advancement in our relationship, it was maturing

3. When I read your GJ, and saw those words: "Jay and I wound up having sex.. omg... wow.. it was.. yeah... *blushes*... hmmm.... "

4. See number 2.

5. When I gave you your glass rose...and Camel told me it made you cry...and I realized a part of how much I really meant to you.

6. One night, on an academic bus, the trip I broke my glasses...the one when I kissed the back of your hand. Though it was an act on my part...it was something said on yours...or the fact that you were okay with it...It told me something, though I don't know what anymore.

7. Heart of the Matter - Don Henley. Of course. Coincidently this came on as I was reading your answers. Primarily, I think of mid-August, when I got over my anger of what happened between us, and thought we should still be friends. I may not have been willing to make amends if not for this song.

8. Heaven - Yanau & DJ Sammi. We had the same mindset on this, I think. This was to be the version at our wedding, no? A lot of it said so much. Ouch to your comment, though very true.

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