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Aug 07, 2003 11:13

last night, in the midst of rain and slumberm you resided in my dreams, you resided in my dreams.
i dreamt of a long travel to be near you, the distance between us unmeasureable, the distance unmeasureable.
i held you in such sleep, such a heavy burden on my shoulders, lonelyness weigh me down, lonelyness weigh me down.
there's something in the way you touch me, embrace me, love me, i havent realized it this much before. and in the damp darkness of my sleep it hits me hard and i sink into the soft earthy ground; i'll never make it with out you, i'll never make it with out you.
i know taht i'll need you by my side, to help me get through it all. without your love, i cant continue on. you have something i feind off now. i feel the withdrawl of love, i feel the withdrawl of love.
i feel lost throughout my body. eyes roll back to emptyness, mouth dry and tastless, skull crack from the weight i feel. a love so heavy. carry me for i cant walk, carry me for i cant walk.
thought of aching hearts, aching bodys, aching souls torment me, drive me mad. my body goes limp and releases into spirit and flys to your side.
still weighted down by love. carry my spirit, hold it next to you chest and let me liston to your rythem. let me liston to you breath warm and calm, quite and comforting. like always hold me in the palm of your hand, dont let me slip through your fingers, dont let me slip away.
now, as i lay my head down to sleep this very nght; release yourself into souland mind, and fly to me. dont get lost. and lay nect to me, liston to my heart. liston to my breath. ill hold you in y palm and wont let you get away, wont let you get away.
carry me and ill carry you, little child, such a child, still young and fragile, but appears strojnger then i. so much stornger then i.
how i dream and fantasize abbout your power and strength, and yet you are just a boy. just a boy.
and all is so sublime as i hold you in my hand and sing sweet lulabys of winter wind on soft pine branches, sprig rain and autom leaves.
but the summer is an ugly season for us all. the heat drains all optimism and passion fades to lonelysness. the world seems to break apart and sperate as we grow further and further apart. further and further apart.
but i still have you in my palm, and i clutch my ist tihtly and vow neer to let go. never to let this feeling go.
never to stop breathing with you. giving you my breath and my reason to live. you are my oxygen, my fuel of life, and you run through my blood. you run through my blood.
you liston to me on and on and on, no matter how hard it seems and how much you want to turn back. ould it be easier to turn your back? my breath, your breath, it speaks to me, your soul speaks to me, the wind screams and dissagrees, and i liston and squeeze my fist tighter. the di is unmeasureable, but i can still feel you breath, but i can still feel you breath.
*eli
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