Proana fast day2
Ok, don't freak out Eli! It's ok. So u missed the bus, so what?
Mom will definitelly notice i'm not eating today either but she can't make me eat. This is a bloody challenge, i can't give up just to make her happy. I'm back on the pill again (diet pill that is, lol). My stomach is already smaller. I know it's only because it's empty, but soon the weight loss is bound to kick in. I started feeling normal the minute i started fasting. It's nice to get back to my ana routines. When i get back to uni, i'll buy apple cider vinegar pills too, start taking vitamins and everything will get back to normal. I'll lose weight. Oh lord, how that makes me happy. This spring/summer will kick some serious ass. Yey! It's a shame i can't jog because of the snow, though. I won't go back to the gym, i'll just do some cardio, push ups and sit ups at home. I can't fast and go to the gym at the same time. But this way i can save some money. Shopping anyone? Lol
I'm kinda worried about proana fasting challenge. What if i'm becoming one of those who promote anorexia? If at least one person get's into proana because they stumbled upon my challenge, that's it, i'll officially became the bad guy. The thing is - i don't even feel like i have an ed anymore. I went through recovery and i'm just starting this again. It's like at beginning, i feel powerful, in control and ready to lose weight. I'm happy. Ana will make me happy. I'll be that skinny guy lol. I get shivers when i think about it. I can't wait to be back.
Mom will definitelly notice i'm not eating today either but she can't make me eat. This is a bloody challenge, i can't give up just to make her happy. I'm back on the pill again (diet pill that is, lol). My stomach is already smaller. I know it's only because it's empty, but soon the weight loss is bound to kick in. I started feeling normal the minute i started fasting. It's nice to get back to my ana routines. When i get back to uni, i'll buy apple cider vinegar pills too, start taking vitamins and everything will get back to normal. I'll lose weight. Oh lord, how that makes me happy. This spring/summer will kick some serious ass. Yey! It's a shame i can't jog because of the snow, though. I won't go back to the gym, i'll just do some cardio, push ups and sit ups at home. I can't fast and go to the gym at the same time. But this way i can save some money. Shopping anyone? Lol
I'm kinda worried about proana fasting challenge. What if i'm becoming one of those who promote anorexia? If at least one person get's into proana because they stumbled upon my challenge, that's it, i'll officially became the bad guy. The thing is - i don't even feel like i have an ed anymore. I went through recovery and i'm just starting this again. It's like at beginning, i feel powerful, in control and ready to lose weight. I'm happy. Ana will make me happy. I'll be that skinny guy lol. I get shivers when i think about it. I can't wait to be back.