Jul 26, 2004 10:39
My life, my world, in comparison to a year ago, is now officially upside-down. It could be seen as bad in my last year world, but here and now, it could be seen as a good thing. My comparisons here no longer hold merit, because they too are defined in the world of my past. My observations of this place from earlier have no meaning, as they only define this place from it's surface.
Here, it's a whole new world, a whole new life, and a brand-spanking new beginning. Time to make new memories that would be strange in the past life, and time to live the life I wished I always had but know that if I make a mistake, it'll be a world I'll regret having. Time to forget the past, and remember the future.
"What isn't remembered, never happened. Memory is merely a record. You just need to rewrite that record."
- Lain
I have until friday to rewrite my memories of Cerritos. I don't want to leave with memories of my parents and their insane ideas of child-care, nor do I want to leave with memories of my being too shy around "that one girl." I want my time here to be defined by what happened this year alone, and what will happen by friday.
Don't listen to what close-minded people say, the past can be re-written.. at least in your own mind. Let's make this summer the most memorable of our lives! :]