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tuesday evening. going to the library in a little while. coffee and homework at the library. sorta excited bout that. driving here with my sister, this time tomorrow on repeat pretty much the whole time, clouds and sun peakin in and out and rolling hills, shredded barns and billboards. got all gray and snowy a few miles out from here and walked up all the stairs to my building bags and hair flying and fingers red and throbbing from the weight of books and clothes. got in a saw kate and ate cheerios and sunny delight. here alone now, lights on, light headhache, light. krystal just came in, clear and tall and articulate lush talking about josh and the weekend. like her a lot. dip and carrots tonight with these woman. after library. after typing notes and sippin coffee and reading american lit thinkin about professor roberts and professor stasi and professor bartlett and jacob even though thats pretty much over letters and messages obsolete silence over the phone lost and sad. i guess that was always pending though. kind of want to tell him im a little heartbroken about it all. when the weather is hot again i want to be able to go to play frisbee outside with the old gang and not care that peter is present. that would be very fine. miss my parents and grandma and the cats. so many papers gotta write. calm though.