It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Well not one fucking person showed up or answered me. In fact Derek who profusely apologized for not doing lunch and taking a raincheck, but promised to come over tonight never showed. I used to do one and done, but I gave him another chance and he fucked up the same day. 2 times done. I may like you, but not like Ben. I'll get over it. It's just cuz I am lonely. No one can hurt me as bad as Ben did. No matter how much I keep looking at the sidewalk he's not coming. so I need to stop looking cuz I jusy keep getting angrier by the minute.