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bonjour from paris.
everything is wonderful and overwhelming here. there are 49 girls and its scary. a lot of them are like the laguna beach girls. it seems as if everyone has friends except me. i keep trying but like, it seems like everyone likes everyone else more. its kind of sad. i am still jetlagged and exhausted and i wish i could go outside without having to have a partner. i'd probably get lost though. and i'm really scared of speaking enough french to ask people directions.
my "dinner sub-group" consists of 2 of the 5 boys: one is an evangelical christian and thinks that jews are going to hell, and the other is his roommate: a fucking annoying jew who is in love with me and says things like "so, where are we going to lunch?" when there is no "we". he's all like "i'm soo cool because i like nirvana and i am really bored with everything". like the french. except they don't like nirvana they just act really bored with everything. there are extremely gorgeous men here. who love american girls. only not me, just the blonde, skinny ones. i thought europeans were supposed to be more accepting?? guess not in paris. i have yet to get checked out ONCE because i am UGLY and FAT and AMERICAN. and those are just the worst things you can be in paris.
and there is a girl who realllly reminds me of meggie, it is SCARY. you guys look so much alike!
and there are like 20 other people who look like celebrities.
i miss dylan.
everything is wonderful and overwhelming here. there are 49 girls and its scary. a lot of them are like the laguna beach girls. it seems as if everyone has friends except me. i keep trying but like, it seems like everyone likes everyone else more. its kind of sad. i am still jetlagged and exhausted and i wish i could go outside without having to have a partner. i'd probably get lost though. and i'm really scared of speaking enough french to ask people directions.
my "dinner sub-group" consists of 2 of the 5 boys: one is an evangelical christian and thinks that jews are going to hell, and the other is his roommate: a fucking annoying jew who is in love with me and says things like "so, where are we going to lunch?" when there is no "we". he's all like "i'm soo cool because i like nirvana and i am really bored with everything". like the french. except they don't like nirvana they just act really bored with everything. there are extremely gorgeous men here. who love american girls. only not me, just the blonde, skinny ones. i thought europeans were supposed to be more accepting?? guess not in paris. i have yet to get checked out ONCE because i am UGLY and FAT and AMERICAN. and those are just the worst things you can be in paris.
and there is a girl who realllly reminds me of meggie, it is SCARY. you guys look so much alike!
and there are like 20 other people who look like celebrities.
i miss dylan.