Mother's Day Rant

May 08, 2005 18:05

Well today is Mother's Day. My mother is being a total (how shall we say it in nice terms on this joyous day?) BIOTCH!!! She had a responsibility to get me to that bus on time so that I wouldn't look like an idiot. I had to go with the JV instead of varsity. Then she had to nerve to "send me to my room" because I was "rude". I just laughes. That was so childish, and the reson why I didn't get my history review done or study for my algebra test tomorrow. That's why I'll be up late tonight. I just want school to END!! Just end so that I can get away from all of these freaks and be away for the summer. And then she had the nerve to tell me that I was going to school in Wisconsin because I wasn't good enough to get a scholarship and that I was going to be a failure in life. Some words of wisdom! Something to brighten up your day and put a spring in your step, isn't it? Now I have to get a darn scholarship or I'll never get out of this flippin state (notice the conscious effort of word choices, lol)!

I didn't get her anything for Mother's Day. I did write her a poem, but I didn't give that to her either. She is no longer my mother. She doesn't provide me with anything, she doesn't make a conscious effort to support me or understand me for that matter, she has no idea what I go through and why I keep silent so that I don't "bore her to death" with my life and my petty problems. Every time I open my mouth to talk, it's always, "Alex, so I care about these ingrates at King? Do I care about what happens? Just bring home A's, or can you even do that? Can you even stay focused? I can't wait until you turn 18". She's made it no secret that she can't wait till I'm gone. She even said that she'd pay $50,000 just to send me somewhere so that she wouldn't have to see me.I'm sick of all the crap that she puts me through. This is my life and I'm so sicl of people telling me what to do and how to live. Welcome to my Life.
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