Title: Rainy days
Pairing: Hyukjae/Donghae
Rating: R
Genre: Fluff, Romance, slight!Humor, mild!Smut
Summary: Donghae is thinking about his dead father and Hyukjae is the one who makes him forget.
A/N: This is my very first time writing a fanfiction. It was supposed to be a fluff but somehow it turned out to be a mild fail!smut.
„ Rainy days “
It's raining outside. Lazily I watch little transparent drops connecting into one and flowing down the cold window. I can here those drops beating on the glass, creating random melody. Somehow it's hypnotizing me and slowly but surely bringing back painful memories to my mind. Memories of the precious person that I've lost. My beloved father.
Suddenly I feel that unpleasant feeling of emptiness in my heart and the coldness from outside filling my body and soul. Although it's already a long time since he left me, it still hurts a lot and everytime I see the rain I can't stop myself from thinking about him and that fatal day keeps replaying in my head like a movie, the horrible scene sending cold shivers through my body. I can feel the pain overflowing me. Pain of lost. The exact pain that I felt that day when it happend.
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It was raining just like today and I know it may sounds weird but that day I had a intense feeling that something bad will happen. It was already a dark night when I was sitting in the car heading back home and looking through the blurred window. There was a thunderstorm on the sky, loud thuds reaching my ears. The trees outside were waving, dancing and intertwining their leaves together as the strong wind was blowing on them, atmosphere like from horror movie. Suddenly I was distracted by my cellphone vibrating in my pocket. I picked it up and then my world stopped for a while. A familiar voice told me the worst thing I have ever heard in my life. The worst thing that could ever happen to me. I dropped the phone and my heart stopped beating. No, please no. God, tell me it's just a dream. Why him?
Honestly, I don't remember how I got home. All I can remember is you. Your eyes full of sympathy, your touches and comforting words. I was crying in your arms as you were holding my trembling body close to yours, your body producing warmth to my cold one. You were whispering sweet words to me, wiping my tears, soothing me.
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And suddenly your voice brings me back to reality.
"What are you thinking about?"
It takes me a while till I realise I lay here with you, both of us dressed only in underwear. My body between your open legs, back resting against your bare chest and my head on your shoulder, long hair tickling your neck. Your muscular arms are wraped around my waist, hands meeting at my belly and my hands are laid on them, fingers drawing invisible patterns on your silky smooth skin.
And all of sudden I don't feel empty anymore. I don't feel the pain. You're saving me from drawning in the rain. You make all those bad memories just fly away. You're with me. You always are. That's all what matters right now.
"Hae." your voice call my name and you tap my hand gently to get my attention just when I realise I didn't answer your question.
What now? Should I say the truth? I don't want to make you worry about me. But I don't want to lie to you either.
"Dad." I give in and say quietly with a sigh, closing my eyes for a while.
You sigh as well and say a little too loud. "Hae~, just stop torturing yourself!"
I free myself from your embrance and turn my head to look at you. "I'm not!" I yell back at you despite I don't want to, my head spinning a little from the sudden movement.
You pull me back to our previous position. "Okay, just don't yell at me." you say calmly while chuckling at my childish behaviour.
"I'm sorry." I say and carress the back of your hand lightly in a way of apologize. "And don't laugh at me!" I shout suddenly and hit your hand in a progress before I even realise what I'm doing. "Aish, sorry. I can't control my emotions."
"Geez, Hae! What's wrong with you today? You act like a women with PMS! Just calm down and take it easy for God's sake!" you yell at me annoyed by my weird act, wrinkles forming on your forehead.
"What?!" I turn my head to glare at you, insulted by what you said just now. "Idiot!" then I stick out my tongue at you and cross my arms on my chest reminding even myself of 5 years old kid.
"Aww~, my Baby is so cute!" you firm your hug, squeezing me in your arms. "C'mon, don't be mad. You know I'm just teasing you." you say while puckering your lips as if you were talking to a child.
"Don't talk to me like I'm a little baby!" I complain although I don't mind it at all.
"But you are my Baby Fishy Hae~." you say and pinch my cheek playfully.
I just sigh and keep silent, not wanting to complain again but I'm still pouting and frowning at you stubbornly although I'm not mad at you anymore. I just can't be.
Suddenly I can see a smile forming on your lips. I look you in the eyes and I know that you're up to something. "Fishy needs to cheer up~!" you say with a singing voice and all at once I find myself trapped under your body as you quickly roll on top of me in one swift movement and start tickling me all over my body.
You sit astride me and tickle my neck moving down to my armpits and then reach my ribs. It cause me to burst of laughter and you as well have that gummy smile of yours plastered on your face. I close my eyes thightly and all the time I struggle under your body and when you get off of me and attack that ticklish spot under my knee I start kicking my legs in the air and soon we're both out of breath and my belly hurts from so much laughter.
When you notice I'm in the pain you stop your actions and lay on your side next to me, resting your head in your palm. I try to calm my breath with smile still on my face and eyes closed. Suddenly I can feel very light movement across my skin so I open my eyes and see your thin fingers ghosting softly over my navel and sides of my torso lightly, sending itching sensation through my skin. We stay like this for a while, silent, not saying anything, enjoying the moment.
And then I realise at times like this I feel like the happiest person in the world with you by my side. And although I still hear the rain drumming on the window, I don't think about him anymore, the only person I think of is you. Because you're the best thing that ever happened in my life.
I look at you, you're looking back at me, our breath still irregular from the little fight we had earlier. Your bangs are falling onto your face so I brush them away slowly and burry my fingers into your messy hair. Then I call your name quietly, almost whispering. "Hyuk."
"Yeah?" you say with serious face.
"Kiss me." I plead you, sounding a little desperate.
You smile sweetly at me. Soft palm carres my cheek and beautiful eyes study my face for a while. You look me in the eyes, your glance so deep that I'm sure you can see into my soul, your eyes so beautiful that they're mesmerising me and the skin of your hand so smooth that I feel like melting under your touch. I close my eyes, waiting for the kiss and soon I can feel your face leaning closer to mine. You're just few inches away, the tip of your nose brushing against mine, your thumb caressing the skin of my cheek lovingly, your breath lingering on my mouth. You start brushing your wet lips againts mine very slowly, savoring the moment, not rushing, and I feel electricity running through my body. I curl my hand at the base of your nape, fingers moving through the soft hair, pulling your head closer to mine, coaxing you to kiss my lips.
Finally you place a small kiss at the corner of my mouth and continue with short, sweet kisses. Then I part my lips and you caress my lower lip in between yours, nibble on it slowly, lick it with the tip of your tongue and catch it between your teeth, tugging it a little, playing with me. It force me to want more so I stick out my tongue and understanding what I want you encircle it with yours and suck on the slick muscle. That simple action makes me turned on a bit so I let out a low moan.
And soon lips are moving against lips, tongues are dancing together and the kiss is more and more heated with every second. Smacking sounds form the wet, sloppy kiss are filling the room and it turns me on even more. I can't control myself anymore so I break the kiss, the string of saliva connecting our mouths and I moan out your name breathly.
You move down to my neck, licking and sucking on the flesh, moving from the right to the left, leaving marks everywhere as I'm running my fingers up and down over the pale skin of your back, scratching it slightly while inhaling the sweet scent of your hair. Then you move down to bite on my collarbone slightly, your teeth following shape of the bone. I'm a little more breathless now and suddenly your leg lands on my already hard crotch, knee stroking it lightly.
You pause for a second and look at me with a smirk on your face. "Someone's aroused."
You really are an idiot. "Shut up!" I yell at you while frowning, embarassed by what you said. Seriously, do you really need to tease me in this kind of situation?
You just laugh at me and then simply continue what you were doing earlier. You kiss me passionately on the lips again but this time you get on top of me comletely and start grinding your pelvis against mine. You grind harder and harder with every move and soon you're as hard as me and we're exchanging moans into each other's mouths. I encircle your neck, bringing you even closer to me, leaving no space between us, chest against chest, hearts beating forcefully, bodies melting into one.
We break apart, gaspig for air and we look at each other for a while, vision blurred a little from the pure pleasure. You then peck my cheek and lick your way from my jaw down to my neck, chest and finally find my nipple. You tease it with the tip of your tongue, circle it and suck hard on it while stroking my hard member with your hand and I can't help but moan under your touch and arch my back, burrying my head deeper into pillow. You travel with your tongue down to my navel, circling my belly button and stopping at the waistband of my boxers. You pull them down a little just to expose my hipbone and suck it, leaving a hickey knowing that I love when you do it. It send shivers through my body and another moan escapes from my mouth. I tense and clutch my fists into the sheets, closing my eyes tightly as I feel sweet sensations in my lower abdomen.
"I want you!" I gasp out suddenly without controling it.
You smile sweetly and slowly bring yourself up to my ear to lick my earlobe and whisper softly. "You're beautiful , babe~."
"Thanks, Hyuk. Now could you please continue?"
"Horny much?" you say and grin like an idiot. You really are impossible.
"Please."
Serious expresion on my face force you to comply me so you move down to your previous position to satisfy my needs. You start brushing your lips against my member through the fabric of my boxers, then lick the whole lenght, your tongue going up and down and bite the tip slightly with my boxers still on, teasing me, forcing me to moan.
"Just take it off already!" I shout at you eagerly.
"Calm down Mr. Hormone, I'm getting to it." you say a little annoyed, while looking up at me. "Just lift up your butt a little."
I do as I was told to and you finally pull my boxers down to my ankles exposing my fully erected member and I just kick them away on the wooden floor. I can feel cold air surrounding the heated skin of my body and it sends shivers down my spine. You observe the view of my naked body with admiration before taking my cock in your hand, palm pressing hard around it. You then pump it slowly and I close my eyes, making myself comfortable, enjoying your treatment. Little by little you speed up your pace, hand moving faster and faster and my breathing is now more heavier and just when I start moaning you stop only to lean your face down closer to my arroused manhood.
You stick out your wet tongue and lick the tip slowly, circle it few times before taking it into your mouth and suck hard on the tip, making a pop sound.
"Ohh..." I can't help but to groan a little bit surprised as a sudden wave of pleasure run through my body like an electricity.
You continue sucking on the tip and you grab the base of my cock in your hand and start pumping it in the same rythm as your mouth, making me moan constantly. Then you lick the sides up and down and I just have to admire the beautiful view in front me. You're so damn hot right now.
Finally you take the whole thing in your mouth and start bobbing your head along my cock very slowly, coating it with your saliva. Then you use your teeth, scratching the flesh slightly while looking at me and studying my reactions. It cause me to moan loudly and grab the back of your head with my hand in reflex. You smile against my cock, satisfied with your work and then speed up the pace. You start to move in a really fast pace and I buck my hips forward, my hand burrying deeper in your hair.
Now you're set to the deadly fast pace and I moan from pure pleasure, my body on fire. I remove my hand from your hair and clutch the sheets tightly, feeling dizzy as my cock starts throbbing and I can't take it anymore. I reach my climax and realise into your mouth with one last moan. You swallow it gladly and lick your lips sexily while looking at me suggestively and I'm sure you're doing it on purpose to seduce me. And you succeed.
"Hyuk, I need you! Take me now." I say, succumbing you.
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And before I realise we're doing it. Our bodies moving in unision, melding into one. The pleasure so mind-blowing that my world is spinning. It's not just a sex. It's more like making love, romantic, full of feelings. Act of pure love. Our love. You carry me up to the sky, to God himself, and I feel like flying in the heaven, floating in the clouds. World becomes just empty, white space and I can see just the two of us in never-ending nowhere. Only you and me.
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And soon it's over and I'm back on the Earth. Two sweaty bodies are pressed together, breathing heavily. Your sweet taste still lingering on my lips, your addicting scent still filling my nose, the feeling of your smooth touch still teasing my skin and my everlasting love for you never leaving my heart.
I catch myself looking out the now blurred window as our hot breath fogged up the glass. And the rain reminds me of my father again but it's fine as long as you're here with me because I know I'll see him in the heaven one day and I'll pray for him every day.
And once again your voice wakes me up from my thoughts. ''Hae, you know I'll be there for you no matter what, right?'' you say as if you could read my mind.
''Yes, I know.'' I say honestly.
''Good.''
''Hyuk, I love you. I really do.'' I say truthfuly. ''Even though you're idiotic moron.'' I add with a grin on my face.
''I love you too, babe. Even though you're little whippersnapper.''
''Yah!'' I yell for the nth time today.
''What? You're the one who called me idiotic moron!'' you reply with innocent voice.
''Aish~! You're impossible.''
Yes. I love you. Because you are my personal sun in rainy days. With God as my witness.
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