A dumbed down version
Yeah, in case you didn't get the point of the last message.
Susie broke up with me.
I understand where she's coming from. I don't ever want her to have to wonder that maybe there's something better out there. I just think what's really tough about it is my perspective. I just don't think that throwing away something that you KNOW is amazing is worth going out looking for something that probably won't be there. She's not looking for a permanent match in Ecuador, I know. I think freedom is the number one thing. Me and her have been dating our entire college careers. I can't blame her for wondering what it's like to be single in college. I just wish it didn't have to come about like this. I just hope that we can both grow from this.
I mean, I still love her more than anything. I don't know if I'll ever be able to stop doing that. She's so ingrained in me, and all I can think of is her. I don't know if I'll ever want to stop. That's where the song comes in. Read the words again. They tell alot.
There's so much complexity to our situation now. So many what if's and maybes. I just hope that love will find a way.
Hell, what am I talking about? She'll probably come back with absolutely no feelings for me. To be honest, that may be the absolute worst fate I can imagine right now. I know I sound sappy, but I can't help it. I'm speaking from the heart, and sometimes that sounds cheesy. I just seem to think that me and her hadn't met our full potential yet... Or maybe she just got tired of me. Fuck, I don't know. I just feel so lost now...
I think the worst part is that I don't understand. I don't understand why she left, why she doesn't want to be with me, why any of this. I mean, I hear what she says, but at the same time, I can't help but think that what me and her had was so much better than that. It IS better than that! Our love is something that I may never find again in my life. Women like that just don't grow on trees.
Overall, though. I hope she's happy with what she's doing. Maybe her happiest place is far from me. And if that's so, I want her to be there, and be happy. Girls like her deserve that much.
I thought I knew what a broken heart felt like. I guess I was wrong.
Susie broke up with me.
I understand where she's coming from. I don't ever want her to have to wonder that maybe there's something better out there. I just think what's really tough about it is my perspective. I just don't think that throwing away something that you KNOW is amazing is worth going out looking for something that probably won't be there. She's not looking for a permanent match in Ecuador, I know. I think freedom is the number one thing. Me and her have been dating our entire college careers. I can't blame her for wondering what it's like to be single in college. I just wish it didn't have to come about like this. I just hope that we can both grow from this.
I mean, I still love her more than anything. I don't know if I'll ever be able to stop doing that. She's so ingrained in me, and all I can think of is her. I don't know if I'll ever want to stop. That's where the song comes in. Read the words again. They tell alot.
There's so much complexity to our situation now. So many what if's and maybes. I just hope that love will find a way.
Hell, what am I talking about? She'll probably come back with absolutely no feelings for me. To be honest, that may be the absolute worst fate I can imagine right now. I know I sound sappy, but I can't help it. I'm speaking from the heart, and sometimes that sounds cheesy. I just seem to think that me and her hadn't met our full potential yet... Or maybe she just got tired of me. Fuck, I don't know. I just feel so lost now...
I think the worst part is that I don't understand. I don't understand why she left, why she doesn't want to be with me, why any of this. I mean, I hear what she says, but at the same time, I can't help but think that what me and her had was so much better than that. It IS better than that! Our love is something that I may never find again in my life. Women like that just don't grow on trees.
Overall, though. I hope she's happy with what she's doing. Maybe her happiest place is far from me. And if that's so, I want her to be there, and be happy. Girls like her deserve that much.
I thought I knew what a broken heart felt like. I guess I was wrong.