Jun 30, 2005 21:19
She doesn't know what to do.
She honestly hasn't felt this twisted up and confused in her entire life. That includes a lot of traumatic events. That includes having her ring taken from her, having the man she thought was her true love turn into a monster and toss her into a broken pile like a rag doll... and waking up in a coffin after having been buried there.
Now... Now, she's just standing there, arms wrapped around her as she's staring off into space, wandering the paths of her own mind.
She almost killed Guy.
He left her for dead. None of them ...
Sinestro was there for her. He was kind to her. He saved her from being trapped in that box under the ground until she eventually starved to death, even her ability to regenerate needing something to work with.
But he called Major Force. He couldn't be her friend.
Maybe she didn't have any.... Not after she tried to kill them... Not after... Guy's blood covering her.
Her hands are clean now but she can remember the feeling of it seeping out between her fingers.
The elfin woman makes her way to a corner, steps listless, and sits down, wrapping her arms around her legs. She's so angry at them but she doesn't want them to hate her. If they... If they hate her, she won't have anyone left at all....
She's never felt this twisted up and sick. Right now she feels much more sixteen than twenty six, even if she has no idea what her age actually is anymore.