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-went and saw my aunt today. she's not doing so well. i don't think she knew who we were...when she did open her eyes they were just... blank. i didn't know one that was so void of emotion could give so much to another.
-before that i had a psychiatrist appt. where i found out that my shaking/ increased pulse/ headache thing i had all day at school was called an aborted panic attack.
basically, i would have had a full out panic attack, but i somehow kept myself from going over the edge, so i was just in the state you're in right before you have a panic attack for 5 1/2- 6 hours. so he upped my lexapro.
-got another call, don't recognize the lyrics, though they sound somewhat familiar:
blade of my knife, faced away from your heart, in those last few nights, it turned and sliced you apart, this love that i tell now feels lonely as hell, from this *something i can't make out* prison cell.
lemme know if you know it, it's pretty.
-before that i had a psychiatrist appt. where i found out that my shaking/ increased pulse/ headache thing i had all day at school was called an aborted panic attack.
basically, i would have had a full out panic attack, but i somehow kept myself from going over the edge, so i was just in the state you're in right before you have a panic attack for 5 1/2- 6 hours. so he upped my lexapro.
-got another call, don't recognize the lyrics, though they sound somewhat familiar:
blade of my knife, faced away from your heart, in those last few nights, it turned and sliced you apart, this love that i tell now feels lonely as hell, from this *something i can't make out* prison cell.
lemme know if you know it, it's pretty.