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I thought it would never happen, but I feel like I'm outgrowing LJ.
I love posting stuff here, I have ever since I first got this journal YEARS ago. I've poured my emo-ness, my joy, my anger, my random thoughts, the events of my day... a lot of my life is in here. I've grown and changed so much since I started writing in here. I used to update or at least check it every day, and always check on whether my friends had updated. Even after I got a myspace, I was still loyal to LJ.
Now that I'm going off to college, I don't see myself writing in the same journal as I had in high school. But I don't see myself starting a new one, either. It seems disloyal and almost wrong. I'm nothing if not loyal... fastidiously so. I like routines.
After all those thoughts, I'm still thinking about how I'm in denial about moving out of Florida and not really coming back except for vacation. I don't want to pack, I totally procrastinate (it makes my mom frustrated.) She thinks I'm just being a bum, but I don't want life as I know it to be over. I don't want to have a hand in that process. But I gots to.
I love posting stuff here, I have ever since I first got this journal YEARS ago. I've poured my emo-ness, my joy, my anger, my random thoughts, the events of my day... a lot of my life is in here. I've grown and changed so much since I started writing in here. I used to update or at least check it every day, and always check on whether my friends had updated. Even after I got a myspace, I was still loyal to LJ.
Now that I'm going off to college, I don't see myself writing in the same journal as I had in high school. But I don't see myself starting a new one, either. It seems disloyal and almost wrong. I'm nothing if not loyal... fastidiously so. I like routines.
After all those thoughts, I'm still thinking about how I'm in denial about moving out of Florida and not really coming back except for vacation. I don't want to pack, I totally procrastinate (it makes my mom frustrated.) She thinks I'm just being a bum, but I don't want life as I know it to be over. I don't want to have a hand in that process. But I gots to.