Jan 18, 2007 11:28
Been thinking about regret. the strange thing is that I don't feel bad about some things that other people regret, but what keeps me up at night is one thing. And boy is it a stupid one. It started with a comment that went wrong. I mean sometimes I don't know how to say things, or at least when that happened I didn't. Since then I don't comment on this persons stuff, I still lurk mainly because I am curious, and I still wish I could talk to this person without getting my head torn off, but then again I would rather spare this person the annoyance. God, I am such an idiot. Talk about an ID10T error, lol. Yeah, I tend to think about this all the damn time, well that and a few other things that have happened. I just don't remember them, I tend to do a ton of thinking when I drive.
I feel that I talk too much, I mean too much. I also, feel stupid most of the time, this was thrown into stark relief the other day when I was talking to someone I know from high school. The kid was only in my freshman English class and he was 13!!! he went to college at the age of 16 and is scary smart. Talking to him made me realize how truly dumb I am. I mean Celia is scary smart, and this guy is sooooo smart that it's nearly sickening, but he is a good guy. So, I am going to take my stupid self and drink my coffee and think about regret and get ready for work.
Ro! aka Anna