Life isn't fair
Title: Life isn’t fair
Pairing: Haehyuk, haessica :(
Gene: romance, angst
Rating: pg-13
Disclaimer: never will own them :(
Summary: When girlfriend comes before bestfriend and love comes in between
It’s been 4 months and I feel like hell. Just watching him from afar hurts. This all happened when I realized I was in love with my best friend. Donghae was my best friend since we were babies. We did all things together. We would always play with each other at the arcade or the park but when we went to high school it all change.
“HYUKKIE!”
“Sungmin would you stop it”
“HOW CAN I NOT YELL YOU BACKSTABBER”
Aish why isn’t this bunny shutting up people are looking at us. Too bad hae isn’t here, he’s just with her. As much as I want to hate hae I just can’t. I would’ve confess to him early but I just coward out in till the next day I regretted it. If I just asked him that day he would be mine but Jessica got to him after I left for home.
“HYUKKIE… hyukkie are you ok?”
“W-what oh yeah im fine”
“Are…are you really leaving?”
“Yeah after graduation”
“But that’s in 2 weeks”
“I know, it’s for the best”
I walked to class hoping the pain in my heart would go away. Each step was heart shattering. I slowly opened the door and made my way to the back, away from them. They would always sit next to each other every day now. The seat next to me was getting duster and duster everyday as it was used by hae. But that all stop when hae ask me if he could sit by here one day. But days turned into weeks now I’m all alone back here.
I walked out of class to the cafeteria along side of Leeteuk. We made our way in to turn left to the back in the corner. I sat by Sungmin while leeteuk sat by Kangin. Leeteuk being the mother of our group decided to bring up the topic of me leaving when Kyuhyun sat on the other side of Sungmin.
“As you guys all know my baby hyukkie is going to be leaving”
“Hyung can’t we talk about this later”
“No we can’t but I just want to tell you we’re all going to miss” all of them nodding their head in argument.
I lowered my head thinking about me leaving and having to give up all these people who love me very much for a guy who think me as a friend.
I never told hae but speaking of him why is he walking up to me…wait WHAT.
“Hyukjae can I borrow your notes?”
“O-oh yea sure, here”
“Thanks” and he left me. Tears started to form in my eyes seeing the person I loved for 3 years walk away from me to her.
I got up quickly not looking at the worried glances Sungmin and leeteuk gave to me and went to the bathroom.
I ran to a stall and once I got inside I locked it and cried my eyes. And then on, I hoped 2 weeks can come here faster than ever.
*1 week later*
I slowly made my way out of bed and to the kitchen being very careful not to trip over any boxes on my way out. I live alone because my sister lives in the u.s and my parents are in Japan so I can get very lonely.
I made pancakes while taking my time since its Saturday and I don’t have any classes in till Sunday. I was finishing my last pancake when I felt my phone vibrate.
To: Monkey
From: Bunny ^.^
Hyukkie can you come over to leeteuk house today???
Please!!!!*puppy eyes*
To: Bunny ^.^
From: Money
Well sure :)
Ok looks like I have something to do now. Mhh wow is life so unfair I said as I pouted.
“Hyukkie you shouldn’t pout”
“W-what a-are you doing here Donghae”
“Nothing just that I’m bored and Jessica cancelled on our date”
“Oh so you came here because you’re bored”
“Well yea and I want to talk to you. I think Jessica is cheating on me”
“Oh really” that not surprising I guess Donghae didn’t know she was a slut.
“Yea but let’s just see what happens”
Can’t believe he came to me to talk about his slut of a girlfriend. I need to go to leeteuk house and fast.
“Well I got to get ready and go over to leeteuk so bye” I said as I was pushing him out the door.
“Why?”
“Just cause” and I slammed the door on his face.
I have to tack my mind off of him as I walked to my bathroom. I took a long warm shower and grabbed some clothes.
When I was walking to leeteuk house I saw a familiar blonde with this tall dude. That girl looks fimilar to me. And she turned round and to my guess it was Jessica. Wow I thought, she just a slut. But should I tell hae…nah he desverse it for leaving me for her. I really hope hae doesn’t talk to me any more it will just more.
As I got to Sungmin house I rang the door bell but I heard loud music inside. What are doing in there having a party? And my thought was true when Sungmin opened the door wear in a party hat.
“Hyukkie surprise!”
“For what??”
“You leaving duhh”
Hmmph I thought I didn’t want a party but once I saw that strawberry cake my mind started to think otherwise. We were laughing and talking for some time when I haerd the doorbell. I told leeteuk to answer it but the music was to loud so I just got up for my self.
“Yes may I-”
“Hyukkie”
“H-hae”
“Where are you leaving too?”
“Hyukkie who’s at the door” leeteuk called at me
“Were you planning to leave and not tell me”
“I..yes” I looked up at him to see a flash of sadness in his but the sadness turned in to anger. His eyes blazing at me as he turned around and walked off.
That was the last time I saw him 3 years ago. Now I’m here in L.A trying to make a better life for me. I’ll go back soon.
(a/n sorry if this sucked I tried to finished so I can post it but I rushed some parts. Also sorry for hating on Jessica but I REALLY HATE haessica >:( sequel well come and so will a happy ending :)