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.I didn't pass my Italy exam (well, at least I wouldn't have passed last autumn when the limit was 135 points; I got only 130 <-I totally screwed up the essay *lol*). And you know what? I'm not even bothered! :D The matriculation exam board can go and fuck itself, I really don't care~
.Paula is going through a some sort of teenage angst period. *sighs* She skipped her detention which means she needs to suffer more later. Such a dumbass. (No, she hasn't done anything stupid like smoked or so; she got detension because she hasn't gotten herself to the school in time for weeks. She's always late.)
.the most depressing song ever: Angel's Tale by Hyde. Really, it's very beautiful, but why has it have to be so heavy? I have it on my current playlist and every time the player shuffles it, my heart gets crushed by a strong, almost violent, hand.. It's scary. Yet, I can't remove it. I can't. I'm scared of it, and hypnotised by it. And what about the pv? Even scarier. Damn. That man is a total psycho or a fucking genious.
.I watched the first Bridget Jones movie last night and I love it too much to express my admiration with blatant words~<3 To get kissed by Mark Darcy as snow's falling.. a dream of every girl~<3
.I didn't apply to TAIK (Tampereen Taideteollinen korkeakoulu; an art school where I could've studied graphic designing). I couldn't. As I was finishing up my portfolio I felt I wasn't ready -that if I got in, I'd feel very low and sad because of the other, highly artistic and enthusiastic students. So, I didn't send papers. Now I have no frickin' clue what I'm going to do.. I have no job for the summer, I have -literally- no money, I should find an appartment of my own.. everything's falling into pieces quite neatly *lol*
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EDIT: but at least I was able to download Infernal Affairs (the song). God I love it.
.Paula is going through a some sort of teenage angst period. *sighs* She skipped her detention which means she needs to suffer more later. Such a dumbass. (No, she hasn't done anything stupid like smoked or so; she got detension because she hasn't gotten herself to the school in time for weeks. She's always late.)
.the most depressing song ever: Angel's Tale by Hyde. Really, it's very beautiful, but why has it have to be so heavy? I have it on my current playlist and every time the player shuffles it, my heart gets crushed by a strong, almost violent, hand.. It's scary. Yet, I can't remove it. I can't. I'm scared of it, and hypnotised by it. And what about the pv? Even scarier. Damn. That man is a total psycho or a fucking genious.
.I watched the first Bridget Jones movie last night and I love it too much to express my admiration with blatant words~<3 To get kissed by Mark Darcy as snow's falling.. a dream of every girl~<3
.I didn't apply to TAIK (Tampereen Taideteollinen korkeakoulu; an art school where I could've studied graphic designing). I couldn't. As I was finishing up my portfolio I felt I wasn't ready -that if I got in, I'd feel very low and sad because of the other, highly artistic and enthusiastic students. So, I didn't send papers. Now I have no frickin' clue what I'm going to do.. I have no job for the summer, I have -literally- no money, I should find an appartment of my own.. everything's falling into pieces quite neatly *lol*
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EDIT: but at least I was able to download Infernal Affairs (the song). God I love it.