Meh.
+I managed to find a copy of Namie Amuro and Yamapi's duet Unusual in Dailymotion. (All the vids in Youtube had been quickly erased because of a copyright infringement.) The beat is good, I'm quite enjoying the song. The PV could be sexier -I mean, with these two artists, the video could be smoking-hot you know? Well, anyhoo, I'm liking this collaboration, and sheesh, both of them look amazing! I love her hair, and YamaP's just purrrfect. I'm kinda hoping him to abandon NEWS to establish a solo career. (I like NEWS, I honestly do, but Yamapi doesn't really need the other guys for anything. Plus, NEWS hasn't released any good singles since... ajhajhaj. Taiyou no Namida?
+I dyed my hair. I see fantastic girls (you know, fabulously tattooed rock'n'rollah "vintage" chicks) in Helsinki everyday, esp in the railway station, and I've been feeling restless lately. Last Thursday I went and bought some purple hair color. Now I'm kind of a blonde-and-purple mess but I'm feeling more... me than I've felt since ajhsa, dunno, last summer? Also, I'm definitely getting a half-sleeve tattoo, now I'm just needing money for it. I'd love one more piercing too but that might have to wait.
-I'm feeling like giving up on school. I like learning Japanese but other than that, Uni has started feeling useless. I have no career in sight ->I can't choose subjects that would make my degree appealing in the employment markets. Juha threw out a idea of us moving somewhere else after I've gotten my bachelor papers out but dunno. Maybe I should start looking for a completely new school? I'd love to be able to answer the questions "What are you going to do after graduating?". ATM I can't and it's frustrating. I'd love to have a concrete skills at something, like baking or something else. I might visit the study psychologist wtf her title is next week if I get appointment. I'm just... kind of falling apart.
-related to the previous: I'm not interested in the least about Monday's exam/studying for it. Also, I have a paper I should return then too, I haven't even started writing it.
misc: I want a yellow dress. And the over-priced new Alice Nine limited ed. DVD. Probably ordering that from my next writing salary, although with taxes and customs and shipping it will be SICKENINGLY expensive.
+I dyed my hair. I see fantastic girls (you know, fabulously tattooed rock'n'rollah "vintage" chicks) in Helsinki everyday, esp in the railway station, and I've been feeling restless lately. Last Thursday I went and bought some purple hair color. Now I'm kind of a blonde-and-purple mess but I'm feeling more... me than I've felt since ajhsa, dunno, last summer? Also, I'm definitely getting a half-sleeve tattoo, now I'm just needing money for it. I'd love one more piercing too but that might have to wait.
-I'm feeling like giving up on school. I like learning Japanese but other than that, Uni has started feeling useless. I have no career in sight ->I can't choose subjects that would make my degree appealing in the employment markets. Juha threw out a idea of us moving somewhere else after I've gotten my bachelor papers out but dunno. Maybe I should start looking for a completely new school? I'd love to be able to answer the questions "What are you going to do after graduating?". ATM I can't and it's frustrating. I'd love to have a concrete skills at something, like baking or something else. I might visit the study psychologist wtf her title is next week if I get appointment. I'm just... kind of falling apart.
-related to the previous: I'm not interested in the least about Monday's exam/studying for it. Also, I have a paper I should return then too, I haven't even started writing it.
misc: I want a yellow dress. And the over-priced new Alice Nine limited ed. DVD. Probably ordering that from my next writing salary, although with taxes and customs and shipping it will be SICKENINGLY expensive.