Of the last month
Many things happened in my roller coaster life within the last few months that i haven't had the chance to write an entry in my blog. Overwhelmingly breathtaking, the last few months was like a scene in a movie with sudden twist and turns, with each character adding intensity to the simple turned complicated existence of the protagonist.
Realizations, a lot of it, forced me to finally stick with my decisions about the undecided issues of the past. I believe I am a better person now. I can smile amidst every crazy or challenging situation I am in. I awe it to some friends. Above all, I owe it to the powerful being guiding me.
I've lost friends and gained some along the way.Without putting much emphasis on the adage, when one door closes another opens, i had learned to let go of people who wants a different path. My efforts for them was like, If I can't make them closer to me then, at least, I can make them remember me. And indeed, I know most of them do remember me.
Some people are angels in disguised. Just when I thought everything is falling apart, a friends tap on my back is there for encouragement.It's like an answered prayer. I never felt abandoned during those outrageously crazy times. The last month had taught me to believe again in things innately good.
I moved a level up (?), in turning hindrances to my advantage these past few weeks. I finally learned to believe in the written destiny of every individual. Each has a purpose in this life.
And with these thoughts in mind, I am moving on again.I am walking a new path, one with better outlook about things. I still have a lot to learn. More obstacles, challenges, and strangers, either friend or foe, are waiting to be discovered and surpassed eventually. I may laugh, cry, or be sad about them in the coming days. But hey, I am not afraid anymore. It's all part of what makes my life meaningful. With these said, I embrace the quest to find the person I am in my vision.