my life is going to HELL
yeah friday was snofest and i hated it well it started off good for me i as all hyper and hanging out with Penney on the ice by Casey's house and then he came over and then DJ came over and we were all having fun until i wanted to hurt DJ but casey wouldnt let me go and kill (not really) and he was holding me on the ground and i was trying to get away from him but he wouldnt let me go and it has been only 12 days since he broke up with me. and i didnt want to be near him but yet he wouldnt let me go and it pissed me off cuz after that he kissed me like 5 times and i didnt want to be kissed and b4 he kissed me he kissed Penney i got REALLY pissed and Penney doesnt even know if her and Randy are broken up so basicly she just cheated on Randy with Casey. and then at the dance casey acted like nothing happened adn around 11pm i started to cry really bad and it takes a lot for me to cry in front of my friends and DJ even though i still was kinda mad at him he was they only one that actually cared and the only one i wanted to talk to. and b the night was done he gave me my last a first dance of the night and it was a slow dance and i had fun at the end. and now i dont want to go to school cuz penney doesnt think it was wrong for her to kiss casey and i cant stand to see casey without crying ~nicole~