Jose<3

[elf_hobbit_lynz]

alright, well, i must write an entry on jose. he's so important to me that sometimes i can barely comprehend how everything got this way. it all happened so quickly. we met, we got to know eachother and we fell in love. this is so different from anything before, so wonderful. i feel like i belong with him, like he's right for me. he knows how to make me smile unlike anyone else. he's so special to me, and to everyone. he's an amazing person just in general. the fact that he loves me just makes him that much more amazing. i've shared so much with him and i feel like i want to share everything with him. i want to call him when im happy and i want to call him when im sad. i just want to be with him all of the time, he's wonderful. i know that the feeling is mutual which just makes me feel like this is something that will have to last, just because everything is so perfect. we have little stupid fights that we end up laughing at in the middle of. i get so happy when i know im going to see him. when i see him, my insides melt and i fall into his arms. it was always difficult for me to fall in love, but it seemed to have happened so easily this time. he's right for me. i love him. i've heard from so many people that we're inseperable, that we're just always together and they're right. for about 2 months now we've been attatched at the hip, yet i feel like i just can't get enough of him. i'm even trying to listen in spanish class so maybe i could know what he's talking about sometimes[heh].
when i look into his eyes, really look, i get goosebumps. when he tells me he loves me, everytime, i feel my heart drop because it feels that wonderful. im so happy, everything is so perfect. my life is finally becoming great. i feel like God is finally answering my prayers and giving me what i deserve after all of the harships i was dealt. i just feel like things keep getting better everyday. im in love, kids, and im not complaining :-)

i hope you don't mind
i hope you don't mind
that i put down in words
how wonderful life is
while you're in the world