what day is it?
i just got home from lindsey's and omg the past couple of days have been really weird. right now my cat, target' is biting my elbow...ouch. stupid cat. officially i'm single. everyone says that it has its perks...i'm still waiting. also, i saw joker tonight at waffle house and somthing was bothering him but he refused to tell me what was wrong so i just told him baisically that if he didnt want to tell me then fine, but that doesnt mean that i'm not going to worry about him. but whatever. he says i've changed. i have. i've been drinking more the past couple of weeks then i have my whole life. but w/e. i dont care. i love him to death, but if he truly loves me like he says then he'll accept it. but things between he and i are growing further apart. yes i feel bad for letting it go this way, but in a way i'm happy b/c it helps me move on. today at work was, by far, the busiest night ever. for a saturday night, yea..i was about ready to just flip out, but i didnt, yay for me. talked to maria, she tried to make me happy, which worked, but for only so long. NE ways i gotta get up at 9:15 so i'm going to finish eating and go to sleep.