Mar 07, 2005 22:49
last night was a bit akward. ummm, i confessed to a guy that i like him and things were a bit....akward silences...alot. i just dont know what all to say to him and i'm sure he doesnt know what all to say to me. lets see; people giving me weird stares while at maria's, feeling a bit alone knowing that i'm not. but yea, there was my lil emo moment. woo hoo. I FELT ANNIES BABY MOVE YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!THAT MADE ME HAPPY!!!also i found out that this bitch in my class made out with a guy that i used to have a crush on when i had a crush on him, but i dont care now. she can have him. i dont want him and probably wont ever want him. NE ways. my ma bought my spider a new cage!!! she actually seemed happy to buy him a new and bigger one...surprise!! i woke up this moringing to an alarm that wasnt mine then i realized i wasnt home, i was at maria's, and i remembered why the alarm was set which was to get Alex's ass up so that way he would make it to school on time. then i went back to sleep when he left, then i was woken up again by maria's grandma saying the time, which meant time for me to go to school. joy. right now that guy griffin's not even in my mind, because i just know things between us wont work out...period, even if he moved out and away from his mother, so what ever. i'm moving on. but i'm going to the doctor with anne on the 23rd to see what the gender of the baby is. which reminds me that tity has to know before anyone else...right. it's raining..which is a beautiful thing, but its too cold for rain. today was a good day. got up in time for school, dealt with the bitches there. found out that Anna and Patrick are having problems, went to Sally's, then went to work, then came to Maria's, after Marshell left. so yea, now i'm in here typing...pretty boring, eh?