another depressing entry ... don't read it if u don't wanna
hey guys ... this is gonna be another depressing entry so if u don't wanna hear it anymore don't read it.
ok so basically i'm going to add on to yesterdays about my cousins. when they got back no one informed me cuz i was playing monopoly with my other cousin. i went downstairs talked to them for a little but they still didn't know i was upset about them leaving me. someone knocks at the door and it's the domino's guy. i ask my brother where my food is and he said he didn't order me anything. i find out later that they didn't even think about me when they were ordering. (btw, my brother knows how much i love domino's cuz he gets pissed off everytime i ask him to order it for me.) so got really upset about that and went up into my room.
i hear from them that they're going downstairs into the basement to eat, but they didn't tell me directly. i was eaves dropping. that got me a lil more angry cuz no one told me about this.
so i'm pissed off and they go in the hot tub without me cuz i don't even wanna talk to them and then i go to sleep a lil after 1 cuz i was watching SNL. i wake up every now and then cuz they came inside and were talking and laughing really loudly where i was cuz i had to sleep in the living room with them. i fall asleep for a lil while and then they turn on the TV in the room where i was at around 3 to watch music videos. i was soo mad cuz i was dead tired and the night before i only had 4 hours of sleep. then the sprinklers came on and i couldn't sleep anymore cuz they kept me awake. but my cousins went to sleep. i was up from then till about 6:30 crying about how they pissed me off the whole day and then they wouldn't even let me sleep. i fell asleep and my mom woke me up at 8:30 to go to the city to watch Aida. now depressing love story:
when i was watching Aida i almost cried. these people who were able to find love so easily and be able to die together just made me think: am i ever gonna be able to have that? will i ever find love? i mean i've never even been in any type of relationship or even on a date.
sorry for the depressing entries lately people but i just haven't been having a great summer ...
ok so basically i'm going to add on to yesterdays about my cousins. when they got back no one informed me cuz i was playing monopoly with my other cousin. i went downstairs talked to them for a little but they still didn't know i was upset about them leaving me. someone knocks at the door and it's the domino's guy. i ask my brother where my food is and he said he didn't order me anything. i find out later that they didn't even think about me when they were ordering. (btw, my brother knows how much i love domino's cuz he gets pissed off everytime i ask him to order it for me.) so got really upset about that and went up into my room.
i hear from them that they're going downstairs into the basement to eat, but they didn't tell me directly. i was eaves dropping. that got me a lil more angry cuz no one told me about this.
so i'm pissed off and they go in the hot tub without me cuz i don't even wanna talk to them and then i go to sleep a lil after 1 cuz i was watching SNL. i wake up every now and then cuz they came inside and were talking and laughing really loudly where i was cuz i had to sleep in the living room with them. i fall asleep for a lil while and then they turn on the TV in the room where i was at around 3 to watch music videos. i was soo mad cuz i was dead tired and the night before i only had 4 hours of sleep. then the sprinklers came on and i couldn't sleep anymore cuz they kept me awake. but my cousins went to sleep. i was up from then till about 6:30 crying about how they pissed me off the whole day and then they wouldn't even let me sleep. i fell asleep and my mom woke me up at 8:30 to go to the city to watch Aida. now depressing love story:
when i was watching Aida i almost cried. these people who were able to find love so easily and be able to die together just made me think: am i ever gonna be able to have that? will i ever find love? i mean i've never even been in any type of relationship or even on a date.
sorry for the depressing entries lately people but i just haven't been having a great summer ...