Good day gone bad

[elf23]

It started out ok. Got up, had a good breakfast ( consisting of a cigarette and the rest of my Mountain Dew ), did some job searching on the internet. Anyhoo, fast forward a bit. I actually went to church tonight. Yeah, it's been over a year since i've been, but i finally did it. I went to a HUGE church here in Memphis called Bellevue Baptist. This place is beyond Huge, i mean like stadium huge. Anyhoo, i listened for a while to what the preacher had to say and he had a really good message tonight. It was ( if you're not into listening about christian talk scroll down a bit ) about how to listen to hear God speak to you. It's not always an audible voice. Anywayz, it was really good. I ended up speaking to 2 married couples and 2 other guys about why i had lost some of my faith. (long story, if you want to hear it let me know, i'll make another post about it) I got invited to one of the guy's house for a group discussion. I had a good time, got a lot off of my chest and learned a lot. I was able to speak as free as i wanted to.......although i did my best to refrain from cussing......i do it like a lonely sailor speaking to dolphins about how bad his shore leave was. Anyways, they listened to me, and gave honest opinions about some things that i had said. It felt really nice. Fast forward a lil more, while i was talking i got a phone call......from a Landscaping company that i had sent a resume to a couple of days ago. I have an interview this Friday!! Talk about irony, coincidence, or whatever you want to call it. It struck me kind of deep. It's weird how i've been searching my ass off, and then all of a sudden, while talking to some really nice people, i get an interview. Hey, it's not guaranteed, but at least it's a start. Geez......this is my longest update so far......not bad for a beginner huh? Anyway, finished talking to the very nice people ( can't really remember their names, except for Kevin, he is the one that talked to me the most ) and got on my way home. More happened. Thanks for reading my evening.

james, if you read this call me. we need to talk about something. :)