weird
its just weird. I feel i am loosing control. Every day i have to eat cause they are watching me. I know its my own fault, cause i told my parents and said i want to get better. But i hate it. There is no therapy yet, so i cant stop myself... Sometimes i wish i could eat everything without thinking, but i cant. But the stupid thing is, i am hungry all the time, cause they make me eat so much. I am loosing control!!! I hate it!