i write when i'm unhappy

[eleytheria]

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behavior

one day i decided
to be simple
but not uncluttered
to try to try not to try
(oh my, this lie, crysighdie)
for every little recognition
metacognition? no, just
black scrawl, spiking
starting to like, yes,
liking the striking
simplicity
of giving up
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why was i unhappy? dunno. you know what's funny? i only ever post when i'm unhappy. odd, that.