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I never post in here anymore. I feel like I'm just talking to myself anyways. I'm at work right now. So far since I started working here in May, I've made $6000. Not bad, eh? I'm 19 years old making $20/hr and I'm quite proud. If I didn't have this job I'd be in debt eventually because all my money will end up going towards my films. I mean Christ people will spend $25,000 on their capstone (senior year 15 min. film)! It's crazy. So I have to be crafty with my film ideas because I don't have that kind of money.
This summer has been weird. I've contemplated a lot about my life, wondering what I want for the future. It's scary going into film. I'm starting to doubt I have any talent at all. I know I WANT to do great things in film and break every censorship law, but I don't know if I'll be able to carry things out the way I see them in my head. And I've had writers block. I've come up with maybe 10 ideas for short films at least.
I want classes to start, but they won't until August 20th. It's killing me. I miss learning. I miss being around intelligent, creative people.
This summer has been weird. I've contemplated a lot about my life, wondering what I want for the future. It's scary going into film. I'm starting to doubt I have any talent at all. I know I WANT to do great things in film and break every censorship law, but I don't know if I'll be able to carry things out the way I see them in my head. And I've had writers block. I've come up with maybe 10 ideas for short films at least.
I want classes to start, but they won't until August 20th. It's killing me. I miss learning. I miss being around intelligent, creative people.