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Aug 23, 2007 13:22

I can feel all the negativity leaving my body. Like, seeping out in cosmic emotional waves. And I guess since I'm not under the influence of any psychadelics, that just makes me totally insane.

I think a lot of the good feeling can be attributed to finally telling my mother that I'm sorry for letting the distance grow between us in the past two years, hearing reassuring words back from Dad in Iraq, finishing another sizeable chunk of the yet unread final Harry Potter book, actually accomplishing something in the way of packing, and knowing that tonight I will not be venturing to College Station, but rather doing laundry and watching Elizabethtown with my mother and Melanie Grace. I hope we get Chinese food too.

I have yet to go to Rudy's. I think I'll make it a personal mission for my last day/night in town. Plus it'll give me an excuse to invite others whom I need to see again before I move.

To all my friends in Austin: I'm sorry I wont be able to make it up at all to say my good byes to you guys, but know that I love you very much and hope we get to spend some time together around Christmas when I get back or in New York if you should so happen to be on the east coast.

I feel like good things are on the horizon. That's what I love about the city. Just thinking about being there again is like sleepily breathing in the smell of your blankets the night after they've been washed.

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