christmas spirit
Well, I hope your Christmas has been fantastic as mine could have been much better.
My relationship, through it's love and hardships, ended yesterday. Christmas day.
I love him so much but now I have to wish him well in the future. I am physically ill over this heart ache.
He was everything to me. But now I have to be strong and go forward.
My first step: moving in with a friend until I can get my feet back under me.
And then I am on my way to finding a new place of my own. I see a direction.
Take on a year lease and save. Saaavvveee everything that I can. And then when I have a vehicle, why Neville, we are off to Nova Scotia!
There is a school there where I can get my degree finished and Lawrencetown is no more than 4 hours away.
That means that I have a year and a half to get my shit together.
I just ache to have the ache go away.
Love hurts more than it heals.
My relationship, through it's love and hardships, ended yesterday. Christmas day.
I love him so much but now I have to wish him well in the future. I am physically ill over this heart ache.
He was everything to me. But now I have to be strong and go forward.
My first step: moving in with a friend until I can get my feet back under me.
And then I am on my way to finding a new place of my own. I see a direction.
Take on a year lease and save. Saaavvveee everything that I can. And then when I have a vehicle, why Neville, we are off to Nova Scotia!
There is a school there where I can get my degree finished and Lawrencetown is no more than 4 hours away.
That means that I have a year and a half to get my shit together.
I just ache to have the ache go away.
Love hurts more than it heals.