Blue hair for a change
These sleeping aids aren't working. Cloud, I think I got a job for you. Or Zack. Either one would work.
I kinda like the blue. Green? Nah, I think that'd clash. Only one thing I think this curse could do better on. I mean, blue hair, black eyes and brown tattoos? C'mon. At least synchronize it.
(Private- Encrypted: hackable if you got the skills)
I'm exhausted, and I got Cissnei to look out for. If I thought the dreams were bad before, man... it's like that thing they say, you can't run from yourself, right? Is that what Cloud was trying to do?
I should have stayed with her, I should have told her to not go outside alone. With all this beer crap and after the zombie disease, I should have been more careful. It's my own goddamned fault she was in that position, and she was relying on me. They were all relying on me to keep her safe. Even with our training, we're still vulnerable alone.
I've always failed as a human being, now I'm failing as a Turk. We're all about teamwork. Supposed to be. Now, Tseng barely speaks to me, and I was damned surprised to find him in our hospital room when I woke up. Cissnei... I know she's still recovering, but I can see her looking at me all accusing sometimes. Another fucking failure. I should have known where to look, at least found some evidence.
If I hadn't insisted on staying in Building 8... moved us in with Tseng... none of this would've happened. Thinking we could live a normal life. Heh.
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I kinda like the blue. Green? Nah, I think that'd clash. Only one thing I think this curse could do better on. I mean, blue hair, black eyes and brown tattoos? C'mon. At least synchronize it.
(Private- Encrypted: hackable if you got the skills)
I'm exhausted, and I got Cissnei to look out for. If I thought the dreams were bad before, man... it's like that thing they say, you can't run from yourself, right? Is that what Cloud was trying to do?
I should have stayed with her, I should have told her to not go outside alone. With all this beer crap and after the zombie disease, I should have been more careful. It's my own goddamned fault she was in that position, and she was relying on me. They were all relying on me to keep her safe. Even with our training, we're still vulnerable alone.
I've always failed as a human being, now I'm failing as a Turk. We're all about teamwork. Supposed to be. Now, Tseng barely speaks to me, and I was damned surprised to find him in our hospital room when I woke up. Cissnei... I know she's still recovering, but I can see her looking at me all accusing sometimes. Another fucking failure. I should have known where to look, at least found some evidence.
If I hadn't insisted on staying in Building 8... moved us in with Tseng... none of this would've happened. Thinking we could live a normal life. Heh.
(/private)