Hold in your breath til you come back up in full

Nov 06, 2009 15:18


God damn, you guys. Regina Spektor's new cd is unbelievably good.

I don't even know what to say today. Given the events of the past few weeks (some minor, some major, mostly school related and therefore boring), I should be in one of my depressions, but as it turns out I'm feeling pretty okay, if extremely tired. I haven't had a full night's sleep since monday, and I've been insanely busy as of late. Anyway, I can't tell if it's a good thing or not that I'm not freaking out. On the one hand it's nice to be able to deal with stuff in a rational way without getting all weepy and hopeless, but on the other hand I feel like this is all going to lead to a delayed reaction. I guess either way it's probably a good thing, because right now I'm playing catch-up with school, which I usually wouldn't do if I were depressed. So if I can just stay okay until I don't need to be productive anymore, I might even be able to avoid freaking out altogether.
Today I dropped off a cd at Aaron's, as a birthday present. I hope I remembered his apartment number right. I hope he hasn't moved, either.
I'm going to post later, when I've slept more and am more ordered, about some other stuff, but yeah. This is just sort of a placeholder because I feel like talking, but apparently I don't care enough to be coherent.

scholastic underachievement, emotions, what i done done

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